As a mum of 2 small little people some days are tough. A bad night can make days seem so much more worse than they are, mixed in with that a teething toddler and a crying baby and some days its hard to see the good in it all. Some days darkness takes over and you forget all the blessings in your life, you forget what a amazing family you have and friends, you forget all the small things and life is tough. Changing nappies is tough, feeding a toddler is tough and all you want to do is lie in bed and cry because that is your life every day. Everyday is the same, everyday is a challenge but thank God those days are few and far between.
I am so grateful on those days for a good husband and friends, Friends that just pop over to take you out and cheer you up. We are blessed to have the beach on our doorstep always relaxing for me to be there really clears my head. Sometimes its so easy to believe the lies that we think are true, No I am not a bad mum and Yes I can do this its JUST a season. So for now I muddle along really enjoying those good days and kicking the bad days in the teeth. I love being a mum to three children how ever hard it can be!