I often find in the night I let him sleep next to me and wake to the most beautiful eyes, the most adoring eyes. He sees his mum and starts to indicating that he is hungry. His face nuzzles towards me and searches for food. He starts to feed and I am overcome with love with this little man. He see's me looking at him and he stops and smiles. Such special moments, these moments that just fly by and easily forgotten.
I cant believe when I was pregnant that I doubted this baby, I was unsure if I could cope, weather I had enough love. Would it be to much with two so small but I now see how blessed I am. How special I am that I am blessed with three beautiful children, all so special all so unique in there own ways. All bring me so much joy every day. I love my life even though days can be hard, I know I was made to be a mum.